Scorpion69blackrose

Fighting myself not to slip back into the darkness. To just give up. I was right from the beginning I'm not allowed happiness. Damned forever to walk alone. Trapt with the hell inside my sole. Empty and hollow. Just one last swallow. Till the day finally come when the rain no longer follows. Sadly for me, that shall never come to be. I should have left this world that night. Damned by my own fright. For everyone else I am their light. Only for me is the cold lonely night. All I get is small glimmers of hope then it flickers, no longer do I see the glow, my light to never show. I know I have one bright star in my sky. But I'm afraid I'll pu

I wish I could explain to you how I really felt, How when you hold me, I can feel my heart melt, The ice in my soul gets a chance to let go, all I can feel is a loving glow, but all too soon sadly I know, that you will leave me, for once in my life will someone just please keep me, but no there you go, my heart will return once again to the snow, I will go cold, this shit is really getting to me, why is everything without meaning, I try and I try, always in the end I am the one bleeding.

I chain smoke when I miss you I cry when I can't kiss you I drive so i feel alive I lay down and feel the empty space all around hoping someday you might want to stick around ~A.M.R~

In the dark air of night There waits and stirs a fright Something from beyond the light Waiting for the hunt, the kill, the fight It starts to take flight Soaring through the air of night Lurking from beyond the light Prepared for the next bite Shadow dances Something in the dark prances The vampire advances I think I shall take my chances 　 The victim senses the fright Coming from beyond the light Within the light there begins the fight At end of the night the creature has its bite Ending the fight within the light From the dark air of night The old creature had its bite Once again to take flight Shadow dances Something in the dar

If I left today will the guilt stay away? Will the stain on my heart be washed away? Will I cry and wonder to god why? If I left today I'm not sure what I would say? Would he plead and beg me to stay? Will I scream at him and turn him away? If I left today will I stop having panic attacks? Will my heart stop having so many cracks? Will someone finally have my back? If I left today will my world not be so grey? Will I enjoy the rest of my day? Will I get rid of you and be free of the pain? This is what Alice is thinking today.

Happiness is hard to come by, as with doom and gloom they tend to walk hand in hand. For every man, woman and child, there is something deep with in pleading to get out. Knocking, calling, and clawing its way out. In the bright day of the light, it loses its might, as soon as the glow fades, the darkness creeps out to play. Rampaging its way through the world. Destroying all little boys and girls.

*Grandpa* You were an amazing man. You raised three boys and their families as well You wife is and always will be your pride and joy. You were my biggest hero A man I looked up to You worked hard all your life and you always loved your wife. To good rolls on thanksgiving, From eating too much, From laughing till you almost cry, You always had a special twinkle in your eyes. No matter what anyone says to me you will always be alive. I know that every time I will think of you every thing will be alright. One day I hope to have a man of my own, who's as strong and kind hearted as you. From the time I was little up I loved my Grandpa and I can

My heart is beating fast, Caught with in your grasp, I hope it will not last, Falling in and out of the past.